nobody nobody....know...well..

nobody know me well..

and im feel bad luck..

1st, im lost my butterfly..

2nd my mum is still haven recover..

when she recover and feel better??

3nd, alone alone alone..

this few day i damn emo..

i dunnoe y?

maybe is nobody can chat with me..

nobody know me well?

sometimes..

i think i need a rest..

but i cant..

bcos i having exam soon..

and need to fight my exam..

and study n study..

i hope can someone know what i wan..

and dont hurt me pls..

2011 is coming..

i cant go countdown..

im alone again..

bcos im stay at hostel..

and i reli wan to go with my dear..

but the reason is i too far ald..

so..

i alone......

alone...alone....

then bcome EMO...

mummy

today i call my mum to see how she recently ..

and i hear bad new is..

my mum is getting serious..

she face n body is swollen..

and having red ..

n my mum getting fever again..

i ask mum.. doctor have say wat happen??

mum say doctor dunnoe wat happen also..

and she say doctor say maybe is bacterial infection..

mum,

i wish u fast recover n i worry u now

妈妈的近况

今天是圣诞节，

妈妈却在医院度过。。

今天我到医院探望妈妈。。

妈妈在病床闷着的。。

手插着水管。。

一条长长的铁枝插在妈妈的手，

和把那个铁管缝在妈妈的手。。

妈妈说，

当他们插那只铁管时，

手流很多血的。。

现在妈妈一直插着那个针走来走去的。。

前天。。妈妈在医院里发高烧的。。

今天才退的。。

加上整身痒的。。

身上出现很多红点。。

今天，明天。。

没有医生的。。

该怎样好？？

妈妈还没有好回。。

医生不在。。

怎样帮我妈妈看他为何会这样。。

妈妈。。

希望你快好回。。

ps: god.. pls give/return my mum healthy..

冬至 ~~(汤圆节)

今天是冬至节。。

也是吃汤圆的日子。。

今天的我是倒霉的。。

因为我不舒服。。

肚子痛了整天。。

因为吃错东西了。。

可怜。。

吃了汤圆就等于我们又老了。。

又长大了。。

我又老了。。哈哈。。

今天我的宝贝真的给了我一个很恐怖的惊喜。。

为什么那么说呢？？

因为他知道我要吃汤圆而特地驾车来我宿舍找我。。

还带了汤圆来一起吃。。

我很高兴哦。。

而为什么我说恐怖的惊喜呢？？

是因为他在我宿舍门口敲门。。

又不出声的。。

恐怖==

可是。。

我很高兴。。

高兴你来陪我，

带汤圆来一起吃。。

我很高兴。。

谢谢你，我的宝贝。。

merry chrismas soon

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…………⋯⋯……………………merry ChriStmaS

14/12

today is our SHY big day..

she is wearing pretty dress and celebrate her big day..

and we are celebrate her birthday in the TIMES SQUARE NEWAY..

we have 12 person include SHY

11 person go there and celebrate with her..

gt sky, vivi, stella, myk, aaron, ah ying, angel, esther, esther BF, abby, and ME ..

and i first time feel very happy with them..

=)

thx all..

and also SHY..

cos u are listen my story and help me solve it..

thx alot..

in the same time,

my mum also in hospital,

bcos she is going there to put the medi..

and need to wait 29th just come back from the hospital..

i worry my mum..

and i wan my dear accompany me..

but..

u r not here..

and not bside me now..

i hope u can bside me and hear wat my feeling..

and i scare i will cry bcos of i worry my mum..

什么事都找我？？

你们觉得我的人是怎样的？？

我觉得我很笨。。

人家叫我做，我就做。。

没有自己的主意。。

我很容易被人利用。。

被他人骗。。

难道就没有个真心朋友吗？？

我很伤心。。

有谁可以明白我的心？？

我还有朋友吗？？？

why and why

why ppl will change??

why before is a best and close fren..

and now bcome a another ppl and difference attitude ppl..

i feel very sad..

u happy but im not happy at all

i didnt feel wan to same class with u,

and u happy is because u can complete ur assignment,

and fullfill ur feeling only..

and i dun wan listen many thing gossip..

im feel boring ald..

and u keep say..

will make me very angry and dun like u only..

pls..

i wan remain my class..

and i dont feel wan to same class with u..

pls u go away from my study life..

we just can be a fren at another class..

bcos like that we can maintain our frenship..

if not i think we can maintain 2 year or long time now!!!

I WAN B6.. B6 FOREVER

sad

i dun wan to change class..

i dun wan to meet them again..

i dun wan to facing gossip, boycott, politics..

i feel this thing very FAN ald!! pls leave me!!

pls REMAIN!!..

i wan STAY back.

讨厌+加油

你好讨厌！！

我恨你啊。。

臭drama!!

你弄到我很想哭。。

我怕我不及格！！

我越恨你，

我就要和你拼了！！

为了我的学业，

为了家人，

为了你（瓜）。。

一定要努力读书。。

drama..

我不会被你打倒！！

为我自己的努力加油！！

ps：可我也怕我只有三分钟热度==

miss u

im missing u..

我很想念你。。

不知道为什么会流泪。。

不知道为什么会心痛。。

我很想念你啊！！！！

很想哭啊。。

DEC

this month finally coming..

my mum need to preparing all the thing..

and go view doctor and stay at hospital..

and wan to stay 2 week ..

i thinking that how i going to visit my mum?

how i going back my home?

im worry about my mum also..

i hope after this medical my mum can get well..

and i thank a lot of pinjamin..

give and borrow money to my mum..

and pay for medi and also hospital fee..

ps: mum, i hope u get well soon, and stay healthy..