long time didnt update my blog already, how are you, my follower and my dear friend? I feel my life gonna to start a new chapter already. By the way, this few day i quite sad because my lovely sugar glider is dead and my father keep saying and blame is my fault?!
what i did? i study at setapak and the sugar glider is at hometown. he keep on saying sugar glider dead is because i cut her nail?! the person who cut the nail is YOU, father, not me.. why all blame me? and why keep saying my fault?
i feel my really can't control my mood now, my pet, my mum, my situation all is make my mood spoil. i feel sadness because my family situation. i feel apologize for my mum, i cant help her when she sick.. even now i also cant help.. nobody know the feeling of sick and the person who beside. i worry my mum situation. my father keep on smoking, how to reduce it? how my mum recover? i keep on asking myself.. how do i continuous it? how do i face my father?
i want my mum get healthy, and want help my mum to return all the fine to bank, and relative for the medical fees. now i can do is work hard, save hard.. to reduce my mum pressure.
