my colleague

welcome to my new life which is working life, work with hong kong ppl in new environment, new friend (colleagues), new knowledge...  

first time getting scold by customer, because customer think that im a lier .. sob.. but after that everything is done and settle ald.. i hope i can learn better than now.. gambateh in my working life!!

my colleague very care about me, work together, fun together and very friendly.. everything work together and fight together, we wont argue and unfair.. i hope everything is good for me and wont change in my mind and life..

farewell and join my colleague wedding dinner.. we have fun, drunk together.. and happy that to meet u.. even is few week and 1 month.. we will miss you.. and we are alway is friend.. in my heart!! all the best in your future my friend.. =)

感觉

感觉全部消失了，因为距离？我们不再来聊了么？不再珍惜我们那么多年的感情了吗？ 

从我一开始离开到现在我已经知道结果会怎样了，我不想不吵，我只想你们想起我，会找下我，这是我希望的。。我不希望每次都是我是主动找人家的人。。我也想被动下。。

希望我想的一切都是假的。。。。

fight for new life

Hello every blogger who view my profile, sorry about that long time didn't update my blog, recently quite busy for my job, HSBC. This is my first job in my life, and i happy that i can work in HSBC. It is because i can learn more knowledge about the payment info and the system thing. Beside, also can gain more experience for my working life.

In my position which is to investigate the payment and it is very challenges for us, but i will try my best to handle it.. i hope i can fight for it! New life, new journal! hope can get better in my future.

I'm happy to meet you all my colleagues, hope can happy together and fight together ya!

I also wish all my friend (kiasu, BFF) get better future and all the best in working life!Meet you all at Convocation day..Cant wait to see you all..Miss u all badly

disappointment

i dun really feel i have a happy, funny, care family.. i feel very disappointment that what you did with me and my brother, mother.. i feel you very greedy at all.. just think of yourself and other? dun care..

what i wan to say is i haven start my job.. for sure dun have the pay slip.. but you buy a car for using my name and use my mother name again n again.. do you think of mine feeling? and also my mother- your wife? you keep saying the car is for ME.. but actually is for you and without pay the fees.. mean i pay it? and you use it.. and i work just for pay your car fees? do you think of my feeling? and why you cant think before action.... YES.. BIG car is nice and cozy.. but do you think we having financial problem?

I feel i wan to leave.. and leave the house.. i feel sad why my life became like this..sometimes i need a talk.. can someone? ='(

graduate

finally i'm done my job in my study life, i'm graduate student now, i appreciate my family and my friend who are care about me and fight together with me. Thank a lot and prepare for my convocation in this November or December, see you my friend.

Now i need to start my new chapter in my life which is WORKING LIFE. i need to looking for job and hope i can get it for my mum medicine. it's to decrease her pressure and money problem in her life. I promise  i will get a better life for you, mum..

P.S: get a better life, start from your attitude and behavior.

appreciate

i appreciate i got a good lecturer in my life and in college, i also appreciate they teach me a lot of knowledge and care about me..

and after i read a blog from my lecturer i feel touching, caring and warm.. and i fall in cry mood. suddenly my mind keep on my lecturer imagine.. THANK YOU for teaching me 2 semester, even it is not very long but i really appreciate that i have a nice, good, caring lecturer and let me know more about the knowledge and get more information.

i also appreciate the teacher who teach me in CERTIFICATE. if NOT i wont have today, i also wont forgot Mr FAZHAM for teaching, even you are not here anymore, but I still remember what sir u teaching and Rest In Peace.

thank you my lecturer who teach me in my life, thank a lot <3 p="p">

有些朋友，曾经无话不说，现在无话可说

岁月拉长了回忆的战线，无情的将心中残留的感动一点点赶出记忆。。。。。

是怨恨岁月无情，还是感叹情薄如纸？我们仍需共生命的慷慨与繁华相爱，即使岁月以刻薄与荒芜相欺。

随着时间的推移，日期的更新，人的情感也会发生很大的变化。如果两人能够经常保持联系，清楚地了解对方的一切，这种现象是不会发生的~

时间让彼此陌生的两人变得熟悉彼此依赖，时间让熟悉的人变得陌生疏远.

我们曾经无话不说，所以最终无话可说 　 

　　为什么。。。 

不行不行，得到机会，我要远离，我要未来高贵，理智，美丽。 

　　 不行不行，我经过你，你的眼中，尽是我的过去，一地碎玻璃。


我们曾经无话不说，所以最终无话可说 　 


　　为什么。。。 

　　那是不是说明我们要保留一些


你永远也看不到我最寂寞时候的样子，因为只有你不在我身边的时候，我才最寂寞。




有些朋友，曾经无话不说，现在无话可说










Yet more and more time passes silently. 
　　 
　　 

Outside the wind's incomplete unrest 
　　 
　　 

builds and disperses clouds about the sky. 
　　 
　　 

And dark towns heap up on the horizon. 
　　 
　　 

None of this cares for us. Nothing shows why 
　　 
　　

 At this unique distance from isolation 
　　 
　　 

It becomes still more difficult to find 
　　 
　　 

Words at once true and kind 
　　 
　　 

Or ont untrue and not unkind.













i hope i'm still can with u all

i hope i can inside your heart,

i hope i still is your breast friend, sister...

i hope u all can find me when missing me..

i hope you all can find me without any reason,

i just hope i still inside your heart...

life

hey!! i'm back again, now i having my holiday.. i finish my exam ald, and i hope i can pass all my subject and to graduate. by the way, today the topic i share is about my life.

i pass my individual and independence life in 2009 until 2012, 3 year plus at TARC (Tunku Abdul Rahman College), this 3 year plus i feel happiness and fun but the reason not mean that i stay at outside for fun and happen. the reason is i meet a friend that helpful, friendly, and Care. i feel fun is because they bring all the happiness to me, share their experience. In this all sem, 3 year plus.. i meet a lot of teacher, they are good, care and nice. i very love them. now i start to miss them (teacher and friend).

in this year Hari Raya, i hear that MR Fazham is pass away, i shock and cry.. he is a good, knowledgeable teacher and that time i still remember he teach us in certificate and teach in fundamental practice and conventions in communication. i cant stop to cry it, even he just teach me 1 sem, but i cant stop thinking of him, and dun have taking picture with him too. i feel regret and i hope sir can rest in peace (R.I.P). we will miss u and wont forgot about Mr Fazham.

i also thinking of my friend, how good are they, how funny are them. i missing them. sometimes, i dunno why i will cry in the small matter? maybe is i care.. i care of something.. i no dare to told my friend i cry because of we are gone, i no dare to told i cry because i dun wan leave you all.. i hope you all can stay well and please remember me, and we still is a Best Best friend..

 together prepare press conference with my gang..., play, eat together....

 assignment together...

 traditional presentation (certificate) ...

Certificate PR B4

 my lovely best friend

diploma PR B7 cupcake for orphanage to celebrate Christmas... 

Certificate PR B4 kiasu gang press conference...

kiasu gang <3 p="p">

all the memory pop out from my mind and i wish we all still can meet and can chitchat together, please dun forgot what we say, what we did, what we share before..i wish we can always happy together and fun together.. and BFF, dun forget each other. 

emo

based on my feeling, what i want to say, what i thinking... i keep on crying.. even having final.. i also feel sadness when think of it..

i miss my best friend, my sister, my friend.. but r they missing me? r they care about you? i cry.. i feel sad.. i feel  y i so care about it? even u call them as sister.. also like nothing.. ='(

when i not there, i know who is the one not care about it.. i dun mind, when i know the situation and the indirect meaning, i very very disappointed.. i know i'm always alone.. even i go another places or disappear also nobody care.. as one of my best friend say, when happen something u will know who is the person who care of you in ur life..

what are the situation?

long time didnt update my blog already, how are you, my follower and my dear friend? I feel my life gonna to start a new chapter already. By the way, this few day i quite sad because my lovely sugar glider is dead and my father keep saying and blame is my fault?!

what i did? i study at setapak and the sugar glider is at hometown. he keep on saying sugar glider dead is because i cut her nail?! the person who cut the nail is YOU, father, not me.. why all blame me? and why keep saying my fault?

i feel my really can't control my mood now, my pet, my mum, my situation all is make my mood spoil. i feel sadness because my family situation. i feel apologize for my mum, i cant help her when she sick.. even now i also cant help.. nobody know the feeling of sick and the person who beside. i worry my mum situation. my father keep on smoking, how to reduce it? how my mum recover? i keep on asking myself.. how do i continuous it? how do i face my father?

i want my mum get healthy, and want help my mum to return all the fine to bank, and relative for the medical fees. now i can do is work hard, save hard.. to reduce my mum pressure.

蓝玫瑰

有一种玫瑰是蓝色的，花瓣象海水一样深邃，露珠一样晶莹，爱人的心一样柔软 敏感。并且它能感知爱情的忠贞和纯洁。它有一个妖娆的名字叫“蓝色妖姬”。关于它有这样一个故事——
　　
在法国的一个镇子里，有一个盛产玫瑰的塔里奥庄园，每年都有大量的奇异品种被运往世界各地的花店。庄园主的18岁的女儿丽芙·塔里奥有着一头锦缎一样滑软的金发，手指雪白柔软，蓝色的眼睛仿佛幽静的宝石，和她的蓝裙子相互辉映。
　　
她爱上了花匠的儿子凯恩，每个夜晚都到玫瑰园里与他约会。 当庄园主知道这一切后，恼怒的解雇了花匠，并将丽芙反锁在一栋废弃小木屋里。在被反锁的第七天，丽芙疲惫的睡着了，朦胧中，她看见故去的奶奶向她走来。奶奶告诉她，你将自己的血滴到这个戒指上，它就具备魔力，让你与凯恩相遇。但是你必须每晚9点以前赶回玫瑰园，否则，你的魔力尽失，会变成一枚血戒指，连人也做不回了。丽芙翻身坐起来，一枚黄旧的铜戒指正在自己的手指上熠熠闪光。
　　
她找了一株玫瑰，埋好戒指，在一家灯火通明的面包房里看到了消瘦的凯恩，他们彼此的注视着，仿佛要把对方的容颜刻进自己的眼睛，甚至心脏……一晚，两晚，三晚……每晚9点钟敲响的时候，丽芙都急匆匆的离去。第九个夜晚，凯恩抱怨道：“你为什么不肯多陪我？哪怕是一刻钟？为什么爱我却不能和我共渡一个完整的夜晚？”

丽芙默不作声，凯恩看着她那双雪白修长的手指，暗想：她这样的双手，天生是弹钢琴的，她压根受不了酵母、洗衣粉的腐蚀，甚至不能帮自己和匀面粉……他有意的考验她，拖延时间。零点钟声响起的时候，他听到丽芙微弱的叫了一声，在他的怀抱里慢慢变小，最后变成了一枚带血的戒指……凯恩娶了强壮的挤奶姑娘。

婚礼开始的那一刻，塔里奥玫瑰园开满了世界上最美丽的蓝色玫瑰，它天幕一样忧伤的蓝色，高贵的如同夜晚的宝石。更神奇的是它能感知爱情。在忠贞纯洁的爱人手上，它开的灿烂；在有了杂念的人那里，它会越开越颓败，看上去就像一枚带血的戒指。


蓝玫瑰是忘却的花朵，闻了它的花香可以忘记痛苦和忧伤或最重要的人 
————————————————————————————
蓝玫瑰的意义是知己，虽然蓝色内涵了淡淡的忧伤，但它也代表了敦厚善良。


它会使你联想到天空，那么的宽广博大，什么东西都包容得下，你可以对它吐露你的一切，它总会回报你温暖的阳光，让你满怀信心地大步前行。
　　
神秘，爱情是神秘或者不为人知的爱情、不为人知的秘密，或秘密的忧伤
————————————————————————————————
蓝玫瑰也称为【蓝色妖姬】


清纯的爱和敦厚善良。
　　
蓝色妖姬玫瑰花常常代表的是：对恋人深深地爱，对夫妻间感情最真的诠释，在特别日子里最美好的祝福，对已逝去日子的美好回忆。
　　
单枝蓝色妖姬花语： 相守是一种承诺。人世轮回中，怎样才能拥有一份温柔的情意．相遇是一种宿命，心灵的交汇让我们有诉不尽的浪漫情怀；相守是一种承诺，人世轮回中，怎样才能拥有一份温柔的情意!
　　
双枝蓝色妖姬花语：相遇是一种宿命，心灵的交汇让我们有诉不尽的浪漫情怀。
　　
三枝蓝色妖姬花语：你是我最深的爱恋，希望永远铭记我们这段美丽的爱情故事。
　　
七枝蓝色妖姬花语：无尽的祝福
　　
十一枝蓝色妖姬花语：一心一意
　　
十二枝+满天星花语：哦，我的玫瑰情人，我要挑逗你、诱惑你、宠爱你、纵容你！我要你做我的蓝色精灵，对全世界扬起骄傲的唇角，在爱的天空中翱翔 ♥

我看清了这个世界

在你的生活，面子书，班，学校或社会上。。也许你是很多朋友，可你有想过在那么多个朋友中，有几个是真心和你好？有几个是当你有事的时候会舍命陪在你身边？还是说他们只是利用你？？当你什么都没有了，有谁会在你身边？病了才知道谁对你好, 醉了才知道你最爱谁


有时候你想告诉他们“我想你们了” 可到头来你会得到什么答案？？我的答案是“like”以外什么都没了。。我不是要你的甜言蜜语，我要的是个真的真的在无时无刻会跑来和你说话。。谈天说地的就那么简单。。不是我不找，而是我找而得到的答案一次比一次一样或更差。。


我知道你们说，你在别的地方，怎样找你。。朋友之间是没有份距离，一通电话，一个信息，就已经足够了。。在这里我只是想分享我的心情而不是骂，而不是埋怨。。


最后一句，我想你们了。。

我想说。。

无论是好是坏，

没钱有钱，

悲伤快乐，

我都不吵不闹陪着你，

就算你不说，

我也陪你等到你要说时才说，

我会永远支持你，

寸步不离的在你身边陪着你直到永远。。

what my feeling

time is passed very quickly, still gt 1 more week start my new semester and it is last sem for me too.. i gonna to start to missing my classmate, my best friend from college and my course.. and i think after few month ago, i become alone again and pass my life..and i need to handle and help my mum in house and be independent. wont dependent my family especially is my father. i wont care and help him anymore..

alway tot im a ATM mesin.. alway say help u did? money come.when im born, you didnt care about me n brother, alway slap us if we didnt hear what you say, this CASE i still remember clearly.. sometimes, i feel emo why i will like that, y i born? sometimes i think, y alway with my mum argue and why don't safe her? and call her go die? if we all say this kind of word to u, do u feel sad or hurt? 

my mum get sick, pls think about her health, what mean is smoke can get health and like non-smoker will get sick like mum? so u mean u r healthy than us? and say my mum waste money to see this kind of sick? please respect ppl before u say..U r SUCK!! and BULLSHIT!! 

what my feeling now? i feel my suck very suck bcos we have this kind of father and i will missing my best friend after few month later.. 

my situation, my opinion

who am i? what i should do, think and care?

i born not for scold, not for hurt, not for u to get benefit from me.. i can do whatever i like. just a small matter thing then keep scold me and even wan to slap me? am i ur daughter? do u care about me? i dun even remember i gt a sweet, happy memory from u since i born until now! i feel hurt, sadness..y i gt this kind of family, y i have this kind of father..even i have problem i also can call for help from u..i just can call help from my mum n my bf only..u just know $ from my family..

in ur eye, we r ATM when u need money just ask for it n take it only. in ur eye, we r stupid and u r clever.. do u think u will hurt ppl?sometimes the cases not really like what u say, y u make it so serious? like u done it very well, very nice and clever? u alway just live in ur life and just feel u r right.i'm a human, i really need care, not a robot and no feeling please listen what am saying..

sometimes i need someone to listen me..but sometimes i feel im so alone, even i miss my sister, feel wan chat with them but i still feel im lonely, because in the end of the sentences, they sure nth to say already.. will stop at the half or end of problem only..when i sad, cry.. i just hide and cry wont let ppl know it.. ppl think im ok, my house finance is good.. actually not.. i not like u all saw that good.. sometimes, i jealous ppl can get a nice BFF n alway chat together..but for me hard to get it because i'm a quiet girl only.. #sad

rich person not mean that u r rich, just a family rich only.. y want truth my mum like a lier? she r not, my mum really getting sick, what r u think about her? lie ur money? my mum wont do this for u, if she really need help, she also will say and ask from u b wont using sick for reason. 20++ year friend? from this situation can know who u r n this call friend? my mum alway think y she so bad luck will getting this kind of sick.. do u know how to care her? even u r friend, husband u all also dunno how to care my mum..today im here is help my mum to say out her feeling only..

my mum keep asking me, she scare dead like someone she meet in hospital. she scare and cry, do u all know? and please dun say my mum is lying using sick, and please save my mum dun smoke at house, u not a good husband as well..do u think u smoke will effect my mum? #regret

if 1 day, im lost that mean i getting hurt very much and please find me and care me when i sadness and before i lost, dun wait me lost and i dunno what i will do in that time.. #emotion

張愛玲寫給女人的49句話

1.就算眼前的這個男人，千般好，萬般好，處處是優點，他不愛你，這個缺點，你永遠改變不了 。

2.分手時，不哭。當然，不是要你一點都不哭。當著面，別哭，背地裏，往死裏哭。

3.一個人最大的缺點，不是自私、野蠻、任性，而是偏執的愛著一個不愛自己的人 。

4.不管你的條件有多差，總會有個人在愛你。不管你的條件有多好，也總有個人不愛你 。

5.抓住男人的不二法門，應該就是，永遠不要讓他滿足。

6.打扮的再美，穿的再昂貴，那只是個幌子，用善良做的外衣才是真的美。

7.如果我們責怪愛情傷害了我們，那請問，開始的時候是不是你點頭答應愛情的來臨。

8.能開口說出的委屈，便不是委屈。能離開的人，便不算是愛人。

9.所有愛著的人，愛過的人，都做著同一件事，犯賤。

10.心裏能裝著一些時間帶不走的淡淡悲傷，也是一種幸福。

11.人永遠是寂寞而自我的生物。無論多麼真誠的說出自己的愛，也總會有無法被理解的心情。

12.不卑不亢，從容優雅，面對一切。

13.一個人，如果沒空，那是因為他不想有空；一個人，如果走不開，那是因為不想走開；

一個人，對你藉口太多，那是因為不想在乎。

14.有的事情，沒法說明。你覺得值，就值，你覺得不值，別人說值，你也覺得不值。

15.要明白一個道理，男人可是輕易的喜歡一個人，但不會輕易的愛上一個人。

16.女人，戀愛的時候，就像，與世隔絕般。

17.在風平浪靜的日子裏，留點空間給自己，留點空間給對方，留點美好給距離 。

18.有的時候不要太計較，男人都有點粗枝大葉，忘了一件事，不代表他不愛你，別自己嚇自己。

19.女人，往往喜歡坦白心事，男人，則恰恰相反。

20.有時候，學會把失望當做一種收穫，因為有期望，才會有失望。

21.女人的心慈手軟，與男人的口是心非，成正比。

22.不要妄想試圖改變誰，因為誰也改變不了誰，只有，他願不願意為你改變。

23.張愛玲說過，時間，可以瞭解愛情，可以證明愛情，也可以推翻愛情。

24.自由可貴 ， 但是，每天數以萬計的人，在用自由換取愛情。

25.你可以虛榮，因為，那是女人的天性，但，不要讓自己變成為別人增加虛榮的工具。

26.不要說，這世上沒個好男人了，不要去記恨那個拋棄你的人，畢竟曾經愛過你、疼過你，寬容會讓你更美麗。

27.不要去好奇，不要去關心，他的現任女友長得如何？身材如何？你這樣只是自尋煩惱罷了。

28.說過的話一定要做到，哪怕是很愚蠢的，也總比言而無信的好。

29.不要在你哭泣的時候，說氣話，下決定，你會後悔的。

30.他說，我累了，讓我冷靜一段時間，好嗎？你就說好，因為，他是來通知你的，不是來取得你同意的。

31.你清純就罷，你假裝清純，比醜還難看，明白嗎？

32.不是所有的努力都會成功，但是，不努力，就一定不會成功。

33.女孩子要自愛，不管你遇到多大的打擊，不管你遇到的情況多麼悲涼，藉故墮落，也是墮落；

越是不愛自己，越是沒人愛你。

34.美貌、智慧、 金錢，很多事，都是天生註定的，別想用你那嫉妒心，改變什麼。

35.小心眼、嫉妒心、 仇恨、 報復，女人的伎倆不過如此，你要施展沒關係，關係的是你別被人發現。

36.放好心態，失去的東西，不要悲傷，你就當，他本身就不屬於你。

37.儘量做個優雅的女子，千萬別做作，因為，做作的女人，不僅女人討厭，男人更討厭。

38.獨立，永遠。不管，感情還是金錢。

39.嗯 … 不要在哪幾個場合相信男人的話呢？床上、 他開心的時候、有求於你的時候、 犯錯的時候。

40.不要想盡辦法的向很多人炫耀，你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。因為，別人不僅不會羡慕你，只會看輕你。

41.不要整天問，你愛我嗎？當你問的時候，他就不愛你了。

43.20歲以下，你相信偶像劇，那就算了。20歲以上，你還相信偶像劇，那就完了。

44.要知道，一個男人好與壞，不是看他花心還是專一，自古男人都花心，而是要看，有沒有控制力。

45.有沒有發現，往往刻骨銘心的愛戀。通常，沒有好結果。

46.煙、 酒，從古至今，被公認為兩大毒藥。而對，女人，愛情這一樣，足以致命。

47.勇敢的女人，永遠比懦弱的女人美麗。如果，你的愛人不愛你，我勸你還是勇敢點分離，好過，懦弱的糾纏。

48.善於妥協的女人，很寶貴。但是，只善於妥協的女人，很廉價。

49.不要做女強人，要做強女人。

hope

today, my mum going to the hospital to check up for her blood. my mum saw her friend from the hospital and feel she change a lot and look unwell than b4. therefore, my mum asking her and care about her.

but my mum hear a bad new from her, is about the women still left few more month to go..n she told my mum, she try a lot of medical, waste all money, but at the end, doctor say no medical help ald.. and the way all using ald..

she tell my mum if doctor call her try other medical, dun use it. cos most of the person using another medical after few month is dead.. she suggest my mum to save the money, and enjoy watever now u have and dun waste the money even it is cant help n recover u..

the women from privacy hospital change to UMHPJ (University Malaya Hospital PJ) ald 10 year ago, and she fight with the "Serious illness" now she waste all the money and time, and get the answer is "still have few month life". my mum feel very upset when she hear about it..and she told me, she almost want to cry out..my mum is worry, she worry about her sick.

if reli have GOD, please save my mum, we need mum to our life..even tell my mum, dun upset, and support her.. but we can know her heart is upset..cos she know the "fate".

i just wan my mum stay healthy and until our all marry and get rich for my mum stay happy n enjoy her life, please to save my mum..

杀人后一个孩子的做法

有个男孩17~18岁家里很有钱，整天在外面和他的朋友们吃啊，喝啊，打架。
有一天他的父亲问他：“你有多少朋友”
男孩回答：“我有好多”
父亲：“那你照我说的去做，先在你的白衬衫上洒点鸡血，然后拿去找你的朋友说你杀人了，看看他们的反映”
男孩照这父亲的话做了，去找他认为最要好的朋友，找到第一个朋友。
朋友1：“你这是怎么了，一身血”
男孩：“兄弟，我杀人了，借点钱给我，让我到外面躲一躲行吗。？”
朋友1：“最近家里的手头实在是有点紧没钱，要不你去找别人问问。”
男孩失望的离开了，去找他认为第二个最好的朋友。
砰砰砰~~
朋友2透过门说：“谁啊”
男孩：“是我”
依然没有开门：“什么事啊”
男孩：“兄弟，我杀人了，借点钱给我，让我到外面躲一躲行吗。？”
朋友2和第一个朋友说的一样的话。男孩很是恼火，这个竟然连门都不开的拒绝了。
他找遍了所有的朋友都被拒绝了。
他沮丧的回到了家，向父亲说明了一切。
父亲：“你去找我这一个半的朋友，先去找我这半个朋友”
男孩很快就来到了，父亲所说的半个朋友家，
砰砰砰。。
父亲的半个朋友开门见他慌忙说：“孩子，你这是怎么了。”
男孩：“叔叔，我杀人了”
还没等男孩说借钱，“半个”朋友给了他一张200万的支票，让他出去避避风头.
男孩当时就抱这叔叔哭了起来。
那还又去找父亲的所说的“一个”朋友。
砰砰砰...
“一个”朋友开门看到他浑身是血，还没等男孩说话，一把拉进屋里。
“孩子，你这是怎么了”
“叔叔，我杀人了”
“赶紧把你的衣服脱下来”
“脱衣服干什么.?”
“我儿子和你的年龄差不多，让他穿上，我现在就打电话报警让他去顶罪，你就先在我这躲一段时间”
男孩当场就跪在地上痛苦起来。过了一会，向叔叔解释了一下。
回到家以后哭着跪在父亲说自己是个混蛋，发誓以后不会在交狐朋狗友了。

一生中只为这“一个半”朋友而奋斗。
舍得笑，得到的是友谊；
舍得宽容，得到的是大气；
舍得诚实，得到的是朋友；
舍得面子，得到的是实在；
舍得酒色，得到的是健康；
舍得虚名，得到的是逍遥；
舍得施舍，得到的是美名；
舍得红尘，得到的是天尊。
舍得小，就有可能得大；
舍得近，就有可能得到远。
舍得某种精神，就有可能得到某种物质，舍得某种物质，就有可能得到某种精神。
而有些人就是为了两片薄面而争，为了一条贱命而战，一身虚荣，一身醋味，值么？累吗？
舍得舍得，有舍就有得；得失得失，有得就有失。人世间就是这么奇妙，你又何须苦苦追寻一个目标
放得下，才能走得远！有所放弃，才能有所追求.
什么也不愿放弃的人，反而会失去最珍贵的东西.
有一句很经典的话：当你紧握双手，里面什么也没有；当你打开双手，世界就在你手中。懂得放弃，才能在有限的生命里活得充实、饱满、旺盛!

得之坦然!失之淡然！
看了你懂了吗？

im stupid mean u too

u think u r clever? if u think u r clever please go a head to do whatever u like, hear phone and answer by urself.. dun call ppl do this do that!! u tot ppl is ur maid? im ur daughter, u say im stupid, ok, i admit.. but do u think u also is a stupid? im ur daughter im come from ur DNA.. if u dun like then i move on!! i wont stay with u anymore..

u alway say boy is better than girl, because im not stay at home forever, i will marry.. then? so? u better close with my brother and sweet with them!! i dun care!! i will truth u difference than other!! more RUDE than other.. FXXK

绝望

我觉得我不该出生，来到这个世界。。也对不起我妈妈，我有这种想法。。她给了我人生，知识在这个世界。。我很对不起你。。可有这种想法都是我爸爸造成的。。以前有一段日子觉得我父亲很差，对我妈妈，我， 和婆婆他们。。我讨厌他，他不配做父亲。。在中间的日子里，他又变了。。变好了点，就觉得我父亲是不错的。可现在这个时候，我的想法是错的。。他还是不配当一个一家之主，父亲。。你只会想钱，赌，吸烟。。有为了妈妈吗？有为了我和哥哥他们的事业和将来吗？根本没有。。开口关口粗口，吸烟，钱。。妈妈的健康有想过吗？？妈妈的医药费，屋，车钱？我的学费？ 你没有想过。。

一天到晚和我说钱。。和我拿钱。。你说：“输钱输了俩千。”你明知道已开始输钱就不要赌了，可结果得到什么？帮家里弄个水也说钱，家里你没有份住吗？你凭什么和我拿钱？我的红包钱是我的，我拿来交学费有什么事？你说读书要钱读什么书，不要读最好。。你什么资格说？钱是我的。。学业是我的，我爱怎样你管到吗？

有时候不是我羡慕别人。。而是我不得不羡慕。。为什么我有这样的父亲。。很绝望。。

妈妈常说嫁个有钱人，不要像妈妈。。我觉得不是嫁有钱人，而是嫁个一个能给你安全感和责任感的男人。而不是像爸爸一样的男人！！

妈妈这些年我会和你一起拼，不会让你一个人背完全部的债。。

fortail

当一个女人的爱有问题了就会有这种想法。

不想要任何人知道就伪装坚强。

说很容易可是做很难。

女人的心很多爱就好像一个成功的生意人。

一个成功的生意人跌倒了就很难站上来。

对一个女人不要太绝情，有什么事就要好好的商量。

i agree it..

明明人在线，明明想说话，还要学隐身；

明明很难过，明明很想哭，还要裂嘴笑；

明明很孤单，明明很害怕，还要一个人；

明明想见面，明明很期待，还要去拒绝；

明明心很乱，明明想人陪，还要装沉默；

明明舍不得，明明放不下，还要去放手；

明明在心里，明明很在乎，还要无所谓。

totally agree..

请珍惜身边的朋友，女友男友。。不要让他们乱想一统。。

im tired and finally can rest!!

finally, i can rest and holiday for my sem break.. this sem the assignment is rushing and very hard to complete it.. especially the event thing.. hard!! make me very tired..

well, my blog is dead for long time ago.. rushing our assignment and final and make my blog dead..but now i having holiday for 1 month..can update new information at blog..

now FB change to timeline.. and cause the profile look very messy.. i dun like it..=( and very hard to see it also.. besides that, it's also cause the profile and line very lag..

please change it back to normal..i miss it..='(..

after final, i wan to did watever i want now.. can sleep late a bit, can watch comic, animal, drama.. but of cos i will do housework for helping my mum.. since my mum haven recover yet..i hope my mum can get well and healthy..

this holiday i need to care my parent and build relationship with them =)

my assignment

finally finish assignment ald..but final is coming.. T^T.. cant rest or relax.. our assignment is to let the hotel increase their cooperate image.. based on ROPE.. our team will create a event of sleeping event and marching event to walk around klcc.. bside that this is our foto.. i like this pic so much thx my dear friend help us to capture it..=)

and hope our assignment can get well result ..pls mr chuan "ban sir" let us get well result.. please..

and it time to prepare for final exam.. hope i can did it well..

行X踏错

在9/3，我们老师有请了行X踏错的演员来我们学院，让我们这些公关知道更多有关的资料给我们。。也让我们了解他们的制作过程。。我们有请JACK Lim 林德荣，RYNN Lim 林宇中， Dai Yang Tian 戴阳天，MEIYAN 颜薇恩。

颜薇恩

林德荣

林宇中

戴阳天

然后因为塞车的原因，很多艺人而迟到。。等了半小时，他们就到了。。在全场中，戴阳天是最受欢迎的，因为他真人真的很帅。。我朋友就一直叫我拍他的。。在采访的过程，也有玩游戏的时间。。很多人要和戴阳天一起玩得。，。可到最后他选男的。。这也好，可以看得出他是个怎样的人。。而林德荣和林宇中就选女性的。。在现场我觉得林宇中再和那个女的暧昧。。不是我们妒忌。。而是他的动作。。反而林德荣就一直说我course的朋友。。俩人一直吵和斗嘴。。

最后全部人就拿着cd和他们signature，握手的。。我就没有的。。因为我没拿到CD的。。只能带着羡慕的心情结束这个宣传和见面会的。。

full of love ♥

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