disappointment

i dun really feel i have a happy, funny, care family.. i feel very disappointment that what you did with me and my brother, mother.. i feel you very greedy at all.. just think of yourself and other? dun care..

what i wan to say is i haven start my job.. for sure dun have the pay slip.. but you buy a car for using my name and use my mother name again n again.. do you think of mine feeling? and also my mother- your wife? you keep saying the car is for ME.. but actually is for you and without pay the fees.. mean i pay it? and you use it.. and i work just for pay your car fees? do you think of my feeling? and why you cant think before action.... YES.. BIG car is nice and cozy.. but do you think we having financial problem?

I feel i wan to leave.. and leave the house.. i feel sad why my life became like this..sometimes i need a talk.. can someone? ='(